You hurt me

chak!

Friday, December 29, 2006

k i have no idea what title to put, thus the lameness.

thursday*

morning movie with baby. wanted to watch The Holiday skalik the timing mcm soyal so...we watched... Charlotte's Web. hahahah the fern character cute giler... hahahhaa... k the story is like the book ah.... not much difference... hahaha so done, exited to see this HUGE crowd. hahahahh saw Nad and her friends.

met up with Chiqa at LJS then walked around a bit. hahahahhaha i kept bullying baby much to Chiqa's amusement.gaaaaaah. hahahahhha. so headed to sembawang afterwards to make her Ez-Link. bih bih bih ksian she must collect on Friday. hahahhaha. so walked walked n all kat sembawang sun plaza. entered This Fashion.

HAHAHHA CHIQA KAKLAR LAAAAAAAAAA~

she nak try baju but malu so i was forced to try out with her. hahahaha. and then her hand itchy kaaaaan, gi pull this patung nyer tube dress down. ahahahhaha.
and i thought guys were the horny ones, with the exception of me n fasha.

=)

so sat around at McD for...no particular reason... toooooook SOME pictures. hahahha most with Chiqa. she's using one for her DP.
so done, went home. hah.

Friday*

met baby at 888 for awhile and waited arnd for Chiqa. she was coming over my hse. hahaha. so headed home n then she used my comp.she left at 12.45. sent her off to the busstop. lazy grl, refuse to walk tho rumah dekat. hahahahhaha. thn headed home.
freaaaking fell aslp and Rogue was like going to check on me whether i buat my hmwk tak. hahhaha. k admit, i didnt do. malam nie kaaaaaays?

=)

so ok lah. done.

now i think i have to go out. and its night. hai. OH OH KAKAK DPT GAJI AND SHE GOING TO GIMME SOME. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA

k best.

withlove,

Withlove,

9:21 PM

?

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

so i have nothing to blog but i want to reply my tags.
quite confused abt 2 tags ah actually.

yana: hahahhaah lawa tauke? tauke maner? hhhah eh part maner yg kau ckp mlayu aku bagus? aku blog in english what usually?

izan : hahhah thnks. really?? i tot mine was shorter...bt thnks anyway!

lina : hntah eh. hahha i actually didnt want to cut my hair, skalik saw the saloon, masok jek. hahahha my malay bagos? sarcasm ehhhh.....

rad-z: hahahah u've resurfaced. hahahha hello. ok i keep long hair, u stay with me and become my full-time hair dresser. shampoo my hair and all ok? n make sure its nice. naaak? hahahhaa kadang2 long hair leceh skit! hhahah

and i'm done.

withlove,

Withlove,

11:17 AM

JB NYONYA

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

wahahahha went to jb.
woke up uber late.

=)

ate and rushed thru preparation with mia's voice screaming in my ear about bringing my passport.
reached jb all went. i slipped several times.
=)

so headed first to kotaraya. claimed Abah's baju kurung, cut my hair *TWICE*, took our baju and went off to City Square.
the reason why i cut my hair twice was because mia not happy with the first one, so i told the nyonya to chop off to shoulder length. she went "aiyah ok ok"

biler nak cut my hair, my mum mintak tipiskan. i went like "auntie, i want to tipiskan my hair ok? very very very tipis. my hair now very thick ah."
"AIYOH WHY?? UR HAIR THICK THICK NICE LEEHH.... OLD PEOPLE WANT THICK HAIR, YOUNG PEOPLE WANT TIPIS HAIR! AIYOHHHHHH"
"ya but heavy."

so cut. while cutting,

"girl ah. ur rambut joget joget tertonggek tonggek ah.. macam sexy hor? kentingkenting."
"huh ah yaa k.... *whispers* mia what she say?"
"hahahha ur hair wavy lah b."
"ouh."

done. ok lah quite happy. so now i know my head is now heavy bcoz of the presence of brains. whahaha. self-flattery. so collected our baju, kebaya nyonya this time. puas hati lagik. laaaaaaaaawa!

headed to city square, ate, bought sushi and off home. reached Singapore, headed to sheng shiong to get some necessities and yayi's n home.

now Mia and Abah sent adik off to hostel. didn't go, didn't have the mood.
waiting for kakak to reach home to show her my hair and our baju!!!

the before

the after

the baju nyonya

Withlove,

9:31 PM

Christmas!

Monday, December 25, 2006

waaahahhha. K so Merry christmas to those celebrating lah eh?
=)
in the spirit of Christmas, my sister decided to dye her hair red n green.
THANKFULLY ABAH STOPPED HER.
=)

so it has been some time since i've last updated.
ok no excuses i've been online sooooooooo many times and for long periods at a time, i should have updated kaaaaan?
but too bad. Baby influenced me.
YES B IM BLAMING U.

=)

so ydts's breakfast waaaaaas CHILLI CRAB!
manis giler the ketam.
then headed to Yishun where there was this sale my mum had been looking forward to.
so we went and then did nothing psl the clothes were all big and more suitable for those wearing the tudong.
skalik i saw this one shirt,
"MIA MIA I NAK!"
"ah take."
"wah u good mood or u bonus siak?"
"jgn bnyk bual. amek."

waaaahha so ok fine. n i have no idea when i'm gng to wear it.
wahah.
soooooooo headed home kjap to dropped off the packages and fetched kakak. went to cwp where abah n kakak made a FOOL out of themselves by going ga-ga over the marshmallow cushions frm Gift A Name. i laughed myself silly. ouh KFC has this promotion MELTZ ker aper yg macam Taco Bell punyer Quesadilla! sheeeeesh. but the latter was the better one arh after tasting. and i hate the idea that Taco Bell has only one outlet left, kat Lido. if not got kat IMM. now they changed it to a BIIIIIG Secret Recipe. gaaaaaaah.

anyway,

rented vcds from Music Junction. n bought stuff from courts. headed off to makan malam at Teh Tarik. the near polyclinic tu! wahahhaha i wanted to eat the ayam nescafe badly siak...but last2 i ate the chicken shop. got nasi briyani also siak. wahahhaha i laughed when i saw. it was so weird.
headed back home and Mia asked me to finish up the chilli crab.

mampos.

gemok lah i.

tak tahu lak kalau Baby masih sayang eh if i fat n ugly!

tues planned on cutting my hair. gaaaaah. everybody has been making noises about the state of my hair. they forgot my old old old old old hair. *used to reach my ankles ah!*

but maybe i should keep the hair and irritate everybody hu irritates ME!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EGGPLANT! HAPPY BRITHDAY TO EGGPLANT! HAAAAPPPY BIRRRRRRRTHDAY TO EGGPLANT! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! NO PRESSIES. i've run out of ideas what to get u. k we kluar thn i get u one which strikes ur fancy ker aper lah eh.

and i got my bill. wahhahhahhaha. best best. only 47. and not my fault. they added subscription charges. n soooooo, the amount i actually use was still within the 25.20 student plan line tuuu. hahahhaha. mia shocked giler i didn't overuse.

[taggy]
fasha: yes fasha sucks. but no more.

Zuhairah: HEY HEY HEY! hahahaha yep yep too long since we last met.. whahahaha u takkaire too!

lina: alamak terharu lah u miss me! =) i miss u tooooooo~

chiqa: yesh yesh i teman u kays?

izan: betol eh? jgn nonsense ah suker org lain nyer matair. whahahahaha. thaks babe. n yes i will tell u my password if i put.

rashidin: alamak hi bye jek? boring ah. hahaha how did u end up here anyway?

lina: YES YES IT WAS VERY CROWDED KAAAAAAN?? HAHAHHA SUSAH SEH NAK JALAN! but i took the train n sblah wisma jek per so boleh lah gi saner skjap. bukan cam org tu, NAIK BIKE! hahahhah. but no lost ah, the shop was freaaaaking crowded, wont be able to see any good thing also.

chiqa: hahah yes yes i tahu u slalu ader di sisi i. ahhahha. EH AMACIAM MY VOICE? SWEET KAN? =)

Red: Christmas hotak kau. wahahhahha. ok ah Merry Christmas! hahaha. apesal earrings seh?!

Withlove,

12:24 PM

pretending

Saturday, December 23, 2006

what's the point in saying:

won't do it again,

promise,

sorry?

when it would happen again and again and again?

i don't see the point.

and don't you dare tell me you see the point.

because i will slap you.

honest.

tak percayer tanyer baby i.

i gigit him alot already. =)

so a slap would be nothing.

n ouh,

don't be shocked when i put a password at my blog.

because i am SICK of hurting people at my blog

sick of explaining myself

sick of feeling guilty when people teraser PADEHAL BUKAN DIORANG!

KNN.

and guess what else i'm sick of.

BILER DAH TEROS TERANG AKU BUAL PASAL KAU, KAU BUAT ENDAH TAK ENDAH.

KAU BUAT MUKER TEBAL STEP KAU TAK BERSALAH.

KAU BUAT MUKER TAK KESAH STEP MCM TU SUMER SALAH AKU.

PADEHAL KAU LAH YANG SOYAL.

k fine bye.

im upset enuff as it is without working myself up more.

OUH I CANT WAIT FOR HARRY POTTER NYER NEXT BOOK!

WAHAHAHAHAH!

NAK SEE WHETHER HARRY BETOL2 TAK BALEK HOGWARTS N WHETHER HERMIONE AND RON IKOT DIER!

i couldnt care less about voldemort. bcoz the same thing always happens! tho technique lain.

n oh.kakak is complaining she is fat. and i'm agreeing.

withlove,

Withlove,

10:39 PM

purity

out towning with Baby.

apparently orang tu nak survey baju.

last2, we went to f21 and mango kat wisma.

wahahahah.

survey baju for ME.

hah. headed to GWC kjap.

he went to see Aizz while i headed to the magic shop nak ngok bender.

Aizz hensem siak!

should go see while he working. he looks gooooood in the uniform.

so i told baby, "b, aizz hensem seh pakai baju tu!"

he went, "ye lah i pun kener pakai baju tu!!"

wahahhaha i laughed.

we wore white!

so walked all the way to heeren and browsed thru HMV.

EH SAPER2 ADER CD CRITER LOVEWRECK LEH PINJAMKAN TAAAAAAAAAK?

THANK YOU!!

no pics, didn't take any.

old habits die hard.

appaarently mine just died.

but urs didnt.

love u b

withlove,

Withlove,

9:33 PM

baaaaaaaaah

Friday, December 22, 2006

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid.
hmph.

i pretty much don't like myself now.
so if things goes well, my blog shall continue.
if it doesn't, my blog shan't.

and oh, i don't think shan't is a proper english word.
=,=

n scratch the previous entry about my malay.
i wasn't speaking in acceptable malay, i was speaking in UNDERSTANDABLE malay.
Lina, agree?
=)

dah dun remind me mcm... dah u noe.

ok school is starting and contrary to what practically everyone is doing, i'm NOT doing my homework. i told you, i need either Baby or Heera. THE smarter ones.

so yada kakak is upset with adik, im upset with adik n the thing that adik knows what to do is,
"bye ma bye bah bye b i balek hostel."

thanks eh. running frm mistakes.
chey mcm phm.

chiqa has been veeeerrrry careless. hilang plak ezlink. maybe i go teman her do or sumting. hmmmmm...
k random.
maybe i'll update malam.

p.s: fasha sucks.

Withlove,

11:38 AM

pasrah.mcm phm.

Thursday, December 21, 2006

bcoz of wad chiqa said in Iylia's blog, k ah i agree ah i pasrah ah.
hmph.
dah jgn kacau.
GF ngn BF cannot mingle.
=)

so i spoke too soon.
the rain came again.
and according to abah, it will get preety heavy on fri n sat.
omg nooooooo.
eh but can ah.
fri n sat not gng anywhere also.
boleh lah aku lepak kat rumaaaaaaaaaa~

=)

school nak reopen eh tak sabar!
better spend my day getting all stressed up and losing my hair thn be there for someone who dones't really need me afterall. ohhh whatever.
yay jumper Mr Soong! jumpe Ms Han! never thought the day would come when i would be HAPPY to see Mr Soong..sheesh.
see how gilak i've become??

=)

and everybody seem's to be going on a holiday.
MIA BILER KITER NYER TURN??
and apparently, the answer would be nextnext year.
:(

mcm menyedihkan gituk.
Rogue has JUST been back frm Langkawi and now Iylia has to go too. argh.

k ah bye ah i'm getting pissed and hyperactive.

THANK YOU RADZEE FOR LAYANING ME SEMALAM, I KNOW I WENT CUCKOO AND ALL BUT IT'S OK YOU HAD A GOOD LAUGH AT MY EXPENSE KAN?? THANKS ONCE AGAIN.
TAK SANGKER ADER JUGAK ORANG NAK LAYAN AKU MALAM2 BUTE!!
WSHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

fine.
haveityourway.
ihavetoacceptiteitherway.
whatsthepntofcomplaininwenu'donlybringmedown.

with"pasrah-ed"love,

Withlove,

12:31 PM

hmph

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

pls note.

i shall now use my hp for important things.

i do not send chain msgs.

i do not entertain prank calls nor msgs.

i will not reply when somebody msgs "HELLO BLEH KNAL2? NAMER U SAPER? NAMER I SIAL."

geddit?

i will not politely say "you got the wrong number" when somebody calls and say "ALO? BENGAP EH? OI! NI AKU AH, PEKAK. MANER KAU AH??"

and i will definitely not bother when somebody msgs me with an unknown number asking me "eh ngah uat per ah? ku mendak."

i'll ignore.

psl buat sakit hati jek nowadays i check my hp n no msgs/kols frm the person who i want to reply.

psl i get irritated when i get worried and NOOOOOOOOOO u don't bother.

psl i get hurt.

and maybe if u'll stop hurting me, i'll stop hating u.
damn u habis-habisan lah ok?
buat sakit hati.
"BUANG CURRENT AKU JEK KESAH PSL KAU!"

is that how the typical makciks say it?
current?
or is it karent?

watever.

all this random-ness is due to boredom.

and pls note, i wanted to HUG AND KISS fasha wen i saw her.
BUT
knowing her,
she has this thing about grls.
she doesnt do girly stuff, unless its with guys!

waaaaaaaahahahhhaa
im going to get screwed.
kau jgn eh... aku majok kang takot...

n oh. my dad has been telling me,

"b, kau nie org mlayu ker bukan? makin lamer makin mcm tk tahu bual mlayu plak..."
"bah! just because i tk slalu bual mlayu ngn mia n adik doesnt mean i tk tau ckp mlayu ah. my mlayu baik ah..."
"see? mlayu baik??? MLAYU BAGOS!"
"eh? ah yer. samer lah tuuuuu"
"hmph. budak2 melayu zaman skg.."

n my mia,

"b u getting fatter eh?"
"HUUUUUH?? EHHHHH???"
"yaaa...u see ur pipi... mcm apam... tembam..."
"AIYOH JGN CKP AH I SEDIH AH!"
"mcm2 lah u. go diet. makan too much already. sleep too much ald."
*if only she knew*
"yes maa'm. anything more ma'm? i'm at ur service ma'm."
"yes please. kemas bilik, lipat baju, clear the drawer in my room and please eh tidy up the house. if you got nothing better to do, mop the floor skalik."
"menyesal seh i bual. dah ah i mrajok"
"ah mrajok ah u. u think i kesah? dah go do what i told u."
"NAAAAAAAAANAK! MAJOK!!"
"nak kener sepak?"
*sulks*

"b...majok yer? BAGOS. k bye i nak sleep."
"SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESH! SLAVE LABOUR SIAK! EH PAY ME AH!"
"close the door when you go out"

kiwek. k tkper.
sayang punyer psl.

SEEEEE I'M SPEAKING IN ACCEPTABLE MALAY PERRRRR....
GAH

withfuckinloveandi'msureyoufuckinforgot.screwu,

Withlove,

11:40 PM

FASHA LAAA

TADI JUMPE FASHA!
TADI JUMPE FASHA!!

after her confession that she missed ME, after being so short and curt with her, and maki-ing her for bringing me down, I GET TO MEET HER!

i was practically jumping up n down and screaming with her!
wahhahaha, she did likewise, but not as bad ah.
i'm like that. i tend to go haywire usually.
wahahahaha and not many can predict my mood.

FINALLY THE SUN IS OUT AND I GET TO WAKE UP TO A PAINFUL LIGHT INSTEAD OF DEPRESSING DAYS AND COLD FLOOR AND BLUE TOES!!!!

best ah. so thought of meeting baby, but he was...otheriwse occupied. so headed to lib with Mommy. Daddy unfortunately ikot-ed and kpo-ed. wahahahahha!
so did my maths and several qs stumped us. i need Baby or Heera for that. the smarter people. =)
oi be thankful, i puji u both ok.

headed home. quickly called mia before left cwp to check whether i need to buy for or not. SHE REJECTED MY CALL SIA.
so fine i bought, FOR MYSELF JEK.

old chang kee!
*gasp* its been so long siak.
so headed home n ate. starving hello.
when there was about 3-4 bites left i rmbered sumting.

oh shit oh fuck oh shit mia tak kasi makan old chang kee shit shit fuck!!
*reluctantly put the thing down and stood up to throw it away*
EH WAIT! mia ckp tk baik waste makanan! wahahahha! yay!!
*sat back down and finish eating*

*hp rings*
B, u called? i working lah so takleh angkat sorry sorry.
Takpe, Mia, no food kan. i buy food.
What u buy? u cannot eat OCK eh..remember...
OOOHHH EHHH?? i buy ah.
dun eat. go cook, give kakak eat. u gatal right? mintak kener sepak right??
noooo i forgot. bih i makan thn i rmbr thn i nak throw bih i rmbr u dun like i throw food so i contd eat so now dah habis bih i kenyang!
u watch out eh when i get home. u watch out.
you noe mia, u dun sound threatening at all.
*click! she hung up.*

WHAT THE... THANKS EH MIA!
so i sulked.

=)

withfuckinloveandi'msureyoufuckinforgot,

Withlove,

9:45 PM

attached!

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

so yesh baby, i became unfaithful to u again.
chiqa has just become my grlf.
=)
you don't mind kan?
i know you tak mind.

so now i have 4 partners!
Baby,Chiqa,Ben and Jerry!!

wah popular gak aku.

oh i think i forgot my inofficial one also, Harith.
wahahahahahah
and the purple partner, Iylia.

sheeesh baby is going to kill me.
n oh sayang, i know why you can't make it on wednesday.
~

don't you just hate people saying something but NOT doing anything to reinforce what they say?
fcuk it.
i'm getting preeeeeety preeeeeeety upset.
nasib baik talking to Chiqa, kalau tdak satu dunier kener maki.
sheeeesh.

LIYANA, AMACAM THE GUY YG AKU KENALKAN?
BEST KAAAAAAAAN?
TAPI SAYANG AH DIER SUKER AKU, TAK SUKER KAU!!
LAIN KALI EHK BABE?
SAYANG KAU, JGN MARAH.

withfcukinloveanddon'tyouforgetit,

Withlove,

9:10 PM

need i say more?

Monday, December 18, 2006

>>>VIRGO<<<

baby?comment!>>Dominant in relationships.

urh... >Sexy.

hopefully Baby lah eh! >someone loves them right now.

THANKS EH! bt... BELOM CUBA BELOM TAHU NGGAK? >Freak in bed.

YESH! >Always wants the last word.

too much till the person gets smothered >Caring.

i beg to differ.. >Smart.

drugs is a nono >Addictive.

depends on who's looking! >Attractive.

YESH YESH I CANT HELP IT! >Loud.

friends?comments? >Loyal.

eh? >Easy to talk to.

hntah eh... >Hard to forget

as promised. pictures are up.

"baju pengantin" frm m'sia

irritating bastard called Amzhar

uber kiut Elya

b4 towning w eggplant

long hair lah!! gelare

the eggplant

the fat cheeks resulting frm eating too much!

third pic in our teenage life to have all three of us

otw to changi beach

and when the clouds get cloudy

and the sister bcums a pontianak of the day

and mia complains bt still poses for a picture

the looooooooooong tanker

controlled frm here!

everything was ankle-deep high with water

the before

the after

welcome to night safari!

don't mind the face

when the sister gets all promiscious,

and the father gets menchaisi

THE GRL GOTTA HAVE FUN!

WITH HER OWN ENTERTAINER

AND THE ONES WHO GIVE

HER SENSES A RUSH!!

BEN&JERRY'S!!!!!!!

i love u b

withlove,

Withlove,

10:36 PM

weddings and everything

Sunday, December 17, 2006

eh eh these past week ramai orang gituk kahwin!
eeeeeeeeeeeee BEST NYER!!

i get so excited over lina's sister's marriage.
and we talk and talk and talk about marriages and all.
mina kawin kawin! - Lina

=,=

i like to witness marriages but NOT going thru it.
hntah eh, to me leceh.
semall semall reception can ah
but malay weddings tend to be kecoh..
and toooooo noisy!

this morning headed to another wedding invitation.
sister's bf's bro kahwin.
yellow yellow yellow!
sakit mater ku.

but i didn't go, only sent mia,abah and kakak off.
me and adik headed to northpoint,
we were too sick to entertain smiles.
=)

so after, we headed to Changi Beach.
freaking heavy lah the rain.
contemplated turning back but couldn't.
tak baik kan?

so reached and everything was FLOODED!
really.
people were walking in ankle-deep water and tents were filled with water.

the paternal side were all holding on to the tents and canvasses.
pretty hectic.

so blah. as per normal, adik and me kept to ourselves. paternal side and us not close.=)

headed home and here i am!

pics another entry. =)

withlove,

Withlove,

10:12 PM

night safari

so headed to Bedok area in the afternoon.

at nenek's everything was loud.
we don't talk, we scream.
=)

it's a wonder the neighbours haven't complain.

so eggplant was at bugis and couldnt head down. dang lah.
but amz was there.
irritating bastard tickled me nonstop.
wahahahah regardless, tetap sayang.
cousin peh pasal, terpakser ckp.
maria was there too but she was busy entertaining the babies.
=)

elya and elham uber kiut as per normal.

headed to Cik Man's stall and bought LOTSA food. brought there and served. i practically gobbled the food.
SINCE MORNING NO EAT.
=)

9.30 abah fetched us and we proceeded to fetch adik.
since it was early,decided to walk around her workplace kjap.

NIGHT SAFARI!
=)

so walk walk. abah nak step macho gi panajt boulders and all and said,

"b, abah malu ah nak amek gmbr."

"yer bah..." *turns away*

"OI AKU BELI HP UTK KAU ADER CAMERA PETIK LAH GAMBAR!!"

"bnyk ah abah nyer malu! chish!"

"jgn blg mak!"

*turns* "MIA MIA ABAH TAKE PICTURE! SEE ABAH NO SHAME!! WAHAHHHAHA!!"

"u eh.. mcm2.. menchaisi " -mia

me n kakak laughed.

so petiked and kakak sibok2 nak amek gmbr. so yes it was fun.

i have a confession.

baby, you're my baby but unfortunately, i met another. no i met two guys. they stole my heart and tongue. nak tahu siaper?
BEN & JERRY'S!
=)

sorry sayang for being unfaithful. i gave them my tongue!
=)
don't worry, you're still the one i love.

so headed home afterwards and did maths and slept.

withlove,

Withlove,

10:07 PM

multiplicity

many many posts!

lina has been a sweetheart.
wahahah she has influenced me to write HAPPYHAPPY entries only.
note : ONLY.

thank you. and oh, U PRETTY LAAAAA IN THE GREEN BAJU KURUNG!
patotlah ur own Aidil puji u.
=)

so went to town with eggplant. as usual, she came late.
=)

headed to lido where we were supposed to eat taco bell.
*the only outlet left. kan nina *
we planned to boycott the company ah. we nak taco bell ah.

but hennyways, EGGPLANT GI BELI PIZZA HUT LASAGNE.
kurang asam.
but ok ah.
headed to starbucks and all.
ended up at plaza singapura to help check things out for kak anja.
waaaaaalk n waaaaaalk.

ate again at gelare. sheesh.
my pockets getting a hole and my stomach's getting fuller.
shucks.

pics another time.

~Outing with the grls to m'sia.

wahahahah so the grls are my family members. so there's 4 of us. with abah not wanting to follow psl "mampos duit aku kluar, aku tak dpt aper2.. kluar ngn mak, biar duit dier habes."
ok my dad can be so evil at times.
but what the heck.
so reached and tried out our outfits!!

it was hanging and it took our breaths away when we saw.
lawa giler.
so we took down the outfits ah and this makcik went,

"anak awak tiger2 nie nak kahwin samer hari yer? sebabtu baju samer?"

"huh?? kahwin?? TIDAK LAH! MASIH MUDER NIEEE!!!"

"abih baju gini kenaper?"

"oh nak pakai sajer2..."

"BAJU LAWA GINI PAKAI SAJER2?? OOOOOOOH! awak org singapura ehhh???"

"ah yer yer.."

"patut lah. org singapura jek yg nak melawa. maaf yer"

"ah yer yer..."

"MIA! come here we nak try now. go where??" -me

"wah bual orang putih lagi. moden eh anak awak?" - makcik.

and each of us rolled our eyes and laughed. so tried. adik's paling lawa. sheeeeeesh!
dah ah i hating her right now.
k dah tak hate.
i love adik lah eh.
so we paid and left. ate. blah blah.

reached singapore,

"korang beli aper?" -abah

"OH OH WE TAKE THE BAJU! THEN LAWA! THN THE PEOPLE INGAT WE NAK KAHWIN U NOE!!! PASAL LAWA SNGT!! U SEEE?? WE LAWA AH!!" - me

"kau bual mcm keretapi. maner nak phm?" -abah

"dah ah i majok. u terok ah i majok." -me

"gasak kau lah naaaak" - abah.

=,=

Withlove,

9:48 PM

never were,never ws and never will be

Friday, December 15, 2006

it was foolish to think that it would come true
it was foolish to think that it would finally be real
it was foolish to think that it would be believed
~
thanksforprovingthati'mrightonceagain.
~
needless to say it was a waste of time.
prove to me that it will someday come true
prove to me that everything i hoped,prayed and dreamed for were not going to go to waste and all my efforts were worth it.
you proved to me before.
you proved to me that everything could be alright and well.
that everything was what i really hoped it would be.

but i guess we've changed.
too much.
nothing could nor would be able to be like what it was before.

for what it's worth,
i thank you.
what we've been through, would be kept in the treasure trove deep in my heart.

for what it's worth..
wait.
i don't think it's worth anything anymore.

*blame Titanic for making me go all this emo lah eh! i cried n cried n wanted everything back. i called but there's no answer. finally, finally... finally Izan pickedup. thank you sweetheart, it meant so much to me. ah gi ah kau tngok kau nyer tv. haha. but thanks anyway.

it goes to show who is really there when you need them.

withlove,

Withlove,

11:41 PM

yes ah

some minor changes left to be done.

LINA DEEYAN!!

AKU NYER BLOG DAH BOLEH AH!

DAH TK ROSAK LAGIK AH!

YESH AHHHHHH~

k was editing n facing

HUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE

problems w my blog when heera came online.

yes, the queen herself who has gone M.I.A for so long.

then Lizzie came thn Deeyan.

Deeyan, lizzie is ur height.

n i found out wen the open house is.

then tok tok (more like gadoh)

with wan.

wahahah refreshing, once in a while i don't have to be nice.

once in a while argueing with a fresh mind and ideas.

wahhaha.

thn cont'd editing and

FOUND THE ANSWER!

yes ah skg dah boleh.

sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh Harith went off without telling me.

THNKS EH.

/taggy/

Deeyan : mepek siak kau. apparently, cd tu kakak aku dah kasi org. whahhaha nasib kau. anyway just watch ah kat tv, nak dkat habes pun kan?

Izan : woi skali skale ku prasan ku gorgeous ok per.

Heera : sayang, i miss u laaa! wahahah see ah i fall sick psl miss u so much tau. n pls, get a grip n start doing ur hmwk will u?! u have much more thn me.

Harith : wahhhaha yes yes i get it. ehhhhhh how dare u go KL tk blg. dah lah tk ajak. hmph. k ah majok ah.

Atikah : the name is shab. remember that. n yes i am updating! wheeeee~

DIYANA! : alermak babe long time no hear. wahahha yes yes purple is the greatest. u noe i seriously miss going DEEEEEEEEE! BELO!. wahahha. those were the days. n ouh, pls bully habibah for me. thank you.

withlove,

Withlove,

5:30 PM

babies!

Sunday, December 10, 2006

this is a post to Lina, for Lina.
hopefully you'll stop being angry and start smiling instead.
=)

*when i say babies, i mean babies yang betol yang kiut giler.
BUKAN MY BABY.
=)

when you ask a couple how many children they have,
and they answers "4. quadruplets."
you MUST be thinking,

MAK OI LECEH SIAK!!!

proof you are wrong and that the parents of the quadruplets can be having the time of their lives taking care of these babies.
look and learn.
uber kiut.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDQMfbJ1Y-c

when your wife tells you "our baby looks soooooo much like you! i won't be surprised if he grows up to be like you!", beware.
she might mean your poor son would take over your characteristics.
example, you might ask.
look and learn once again.
lesson to all parents.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IE7VI7Ov1_w&mode=related&search=

when your water supply gets cut off, please remember that your baby might need the water.
to waste of course!
catch no ball?
watch and pray you'll get unlimited access to the water supply.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y2DUKxSo17o&mode=related&search=

when you go grocery shopping, please remember your child need nutrients too!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C_sSW-DnwxI&mode=related&search=

don't sweat and sigh thinking that your child demands more attention thn you can spare.
watch and be grateful.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=irXOoiJy318&mode=related&search=

when your child refuses to eat nor drink, be grateful it didnt puke all over your shirt.
it could get pretty messy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXclf4RvnHE&mode=related&search=
*oh my sister went straight to the sink and puke herself silly*

i think that's enough.
for now.
babies are simply gorgeous don't you think??

like this one.

gorgeous siak! the left one i mean.
=)

and oh, don't worry. i'm still angry.

withlove,

Withlove,

11:29 PM

as plain as day

Saturday, December 09, 2006

and it's times like this i feel stupid.
messages went unanswered.
and i don't bother calling, knowing that the people around won't appreciate it.
but oh well, enjoy.
maybe when things get better and time have passed by enough,i can get used to the fact that i'm being ignored. as in I-G-N-O-R-E-D.
YESH IGNORED.
need i repeat?
understand understood lah eh that nobody wants to be in MY kind of situation and never have i done it to you. is it really too much to ask for a reply to ONE message telling me that you're alive and not lying down in the middle of the road dying?!
IS IT REALLY TOO MUCH?

oh screw you ok. it's times like this that i wonder why i even bother. why do i go back. why i continue when i know its going to hurt?

i can already imagine you apologising.
but one thing your friend taught me was,
never say sorry if you don't mean it and will be oing it again.
and thus,i throw those words to you.

understand and learn.
or maybe not?

~
so movie making experience w Yana EARLY in the morning.
i woke up at 6 lah eh. Yana better be honoured. SKOLAH PUN AKU BANGUN KUL 6.45 TAU!!
so reached and all and everybody was like SOOOOOO OLD compared to us.waaaaahahhaa.
thn we listened and all. no no i was bored and trying to concentrate while yana was taking notes only she could understand.

*2nd half of the thing.
so i n yana switched places. KIWEK SEJUK. i was menggigiling all the way and hugged yana's arm. tu pun tetap sejuk. gahness. so i accidentally fell aslp.=)
for a few mins ah bih terkejot bangon.left quickly after everything ended.

*CWP
after much persuasion yana went w me to CWP. waaahaha. ate.
EH HAVE ANY OF YOU MET SOMEONE WEARING TUDUNG AND DRESSING DECENTLY BUT PRANGAI KASAR GILER MCM LELAKI AND AUTOMATICALLY TRANSFORMS INTO A GRL WHEN EATING??
k i meant yana.
=)

~
and now, i'm officially tired. at times i want to give up and pretend i don't care anymore. but i cant. i wonder,

am i giving too much or are you simply giving too little?

and that is the question i'm afraid to hear the answer.

//taggy//
RAD-Z : wahahha takpe asalkan u tag me.

LINA : saper mally arh??/ hmph i majok thn u noe. wahahha. eh i still can't get it right. thats y only one post available and no archives. whahaha. alahai sweeeeet kan yg i miss u tu?? hahha u're simply.... MISSABLE larh.

DEEYAN: well, there was only 26 points and i do love reading. and yesh kau mmng mcm retard. and see you 3rd jan 2007 at 7.10 am. wahahha hindustan yg maner satu kau nak? PRISONBREAK PADER KAKAK AKU NYER MATAIR AH!!

MARIA : dah sah u mendak kan? flood like nobody's business only. eh makcik, there's nothing to kutuk about me okays so u jager2 skit ur mulut. hmph. eh no need relink me also can. my old blog linked here what. so yaaaa i have to link u. aiyooo. remind me lah eh nxt tym. whahaha. EH KAKAK NINI ADER TELL YOU PSL NXT TUESDAY TAK??

Withlove,

2:05 AM

sensitivity put to the test

Thursday, December 07, 2006

haha! found on the net, farnie.
something found and would like to make a note of it. FOR MYSELF.sayang, i'll try not to be harsh to u kays?=)
proof guys are a bunch of insensitive louts and that girls shouldn't expect too much lah eh.

BUT I KNOW SOME GUYS SENSITIVE AH
tak tahu lak my baby in which category...hmmm
*(",)*

Mens Rule: See it, to believe it.

1. Men ARE NOT mind readers.

2. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

3. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.

4. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

5. Crying is blackmail.

6. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!

7. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

8. Come to us with a problem only If you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

9. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.

10. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 3-7 days.

12. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret Girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys.

13. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.

14. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.

15. You can either ask us to do something OR tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

16. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

17. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

18. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what a mauve is.

19. If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.

20. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," ! We will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

21. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.

22. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine...Really.

23. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation, or golf.

24. You have enough clothes.

25. You have too many shoes.

26. WE are in shape. Round IS a shape!

*THE BEST

some people get the best of both worlds while others simply get the..
well.. nothing.

but hell, how do we actually know we have the best of both worlds instead of nothing? humans are never satisfied. skali skale jek itu pun when we see something else, tros hilang the feeling of satisfaction.

like now.

i dun feel satisfied with much. not with myself and not with anybody for that matter.

i'm sick of everything and everyone but i find myself missing Lina so much until i had to tell her. and she went "dah knaper ngn u nie" and about Dec being a funny month. hah. too many people miss her lah.

and oh, Congrats to her sister!!
=)
read her blog.

Mia is behind me and she's reading what i'm typing.
hello Mia. since you're reading...
read this:

I LOVE BABY LAH EH

ok i feel triumphant. wahah.

YESH AH TMRW KLUAR NGN YANA LAH YES AH!! =)

why is it that little things make people so happy whereas for others, its the big big big things that matter?

*would you catch me when i fall?
*or would you simply watch as i fall?
*when things seems to get out of hand
*would you give me YOUR hand?

*edited*
and oh i keep receiving "PICTURES OF SINGLES IN YOUR AREA".
babi.
why can't they give me the picture of someone who is NOT single?
example : MACAM MY BABY!
KAN BEST??
bodoh. kasi full my inbox apehal..
SEND LAH GMBR BABY AKU
bodoh betoi

k arh bye.

I LOVE BABY AH.

kasi lah i gmbr nie.
mcm mintak kener gigit

Withlove,

9:46 PM

the best

some people get the best of both worlds while others simply get the..
well.. nothing.

but hell, how do we actually know we have the best of both worlds instead of nothing?
humans are never satisfied. skali skale jek itu pun when we see something else, tros hilang the feeling of satisfaction.

like now.

i dun feel satisfied with much.
not with myself and not with anybody for that matter.

i'm sick of everything and everyone but i find myself missing Lina so much until i had to tell her.
and she went "dah knaper ngn u nie" and about Dec being a funny month. hah. too many people miss her lah.
and oh, Congrats to her sister!!
=)
read her blog.

Mia is behind me and she's reading what i'm typing.
hello Mia.
since you're reading...
read this:
I LOVE BABY LAH EH

ok i feel triumphant. wahah.

YESH AH TMRW KLUAR NGN YANA LAH YES AH!!
=)

why is it that little things make people so happy whereas for others, its the big big big things that matter?

*would you catch me when i fall?
*or would you simply watch as i fall?
*when things seems to get out of hand
*would you give me YOUR hand?

Withlove,

1:32 PM

chokes i think i'm dying

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

*b u bz eh?

**no ah i main sudoku fedup skjap.

*sudoku susah seh. newspaper eh?

**no ah i buy the book. susah? no wad get used to it dah tak susah.

b, i forgot to say one thing. I SMART AH SBABTU I BOLEH BUAT U TAKLEH AH!
=)
jgn marah yer budak kecik? mmmmmmmwah! sayang baby. CHAK!
=)

cicak cicak cicak is like everywhere in my hse until i go to sleep with the "chk chk chk" sound in my ears~
k bedek my earpiece in my ear.
woooooohoooooo i m bored lah.

yesh yesh yesh i cant abide hindustan now but thnks eh yan for going "the R VERY karat" like i need anymore reminders that im sumwhat retarded especially my tongue but boooohooooohooooo nobody cares about that except for me.

OH I CANT WAIT!

1) sentosa outing
2) m'sia outfit try outs
3)Town w Eggplant
4) Sewing for Baby
5) Earring and necklace making for Adk and Myself
6) bribing kakak with CHICKEN RINGS! SEDAAAAP~
7)outings with Baby when we finally have holidays coinciding
8) tuition enrolling with Mia (so fun)
9) planning bdae bash for kakak's 21 yrs
10)planning what to buy people as presents for their bdae tho braper bulan lagik!

and at the back of my mind, i can already imagine the spector of my mum going

"BIH HOMEWORK TU SAPER NAK BUATKAN?! O LVLS TU SAPER NAK BUATKAN? UR FUTURE SAPER NAK GO THRU UNTUK KAU??? PERGI BUAT SKG!! eh b tolong buatkan air lpas tu amekkan roti and spread ngn peanut butter thn wen u kluar, switch off the lights and take the newspaper and give me. after that, on kan the fan and go lipat baju."

=,=

oh oh Abah told me

get thru your o lvls thn masok poly thn abis do what?

*hntah.

do o lvls masok poly carik kejer bih tros kahwin ah. dah pandai buat kerje rumah per.

*ok. tapi baby nak kahwin yg celebrations kecik tau! nanak besar. besar nanti org dtg bih ckp CONGRATULATIONS!! bih nanti baby takot baby ckp "who on earth are u but thnks anyway so can u intro urself to me before u get the fcuk out?"

maner bole! u kahwin mulut must senyum adn cannot talk!!! abih kan abah happy.

*knaper abah happy?

finally baby mulut diam.

*EH OK FINE ORG KALAU DIAM ABAH MENYESAL AH!!

(20 mins later)

b, sal senyap jek? sakit eh?

=,=

Withlove,

3:55 PM

weddings and everything

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

wahahh long entry.
don't tell me i didn't warn you.

* Ms Siti's wedding on the third.

the bride and groom

first pic

after eating

while eating

groom while walking past

he was in such a high demand, smpi complain
"eh biler boleh makan?? asik amek gmbr jer!"

MATER DIER BESAR LAH!

leeeeeeeeeeeeeenaaaaaaaaaa~

my punching bag~

he has a phobia for cameras

at 5.15pm, all tired out.

and before conceding defeat, one last pic to end the day.

sapa lagik kaaaaan~

=)

* esplanade with baby

the view everyone seems to have

try one?

fiiiinally!

picture perfect

on the way home

Withlove,

1:07 PM

hopes..and disappointment

Sunday, December 03, 2006

i used to be the kind of grl who watches hindustan once every single week.
or even twice if i get too bored.
but now, i cease to keep that habit.

reason?? simple.

for those who has a wild imagination and yearns to be a part of something magical, dangerous.
hindustan is mostly about love stories lasting forever, even after one has long past drop dead.
example : mohabbatein.

but i stopped watching it(or any others) because i learned things the hard way.
we tend to want our partners to be as romantic or thoughtful as the heros or heroines.
we tend to expect them to be fine tuned to our thoughts so that they will respond to us for every single second.
we tend to want to be surprised once in a while when we go out.
we tend want to feel as though we are the only people who exists.
we tend to want alot of things.

some, may happen. others, don't.

watching hindustan taught me that.

i wanted. so so so much that the disappointment at the end of each day was overwhelming.
the higher the hopes, the harsher the disappointment seems to be.

and so i've stopped.
i now don't expect.
i accept.

and maybe life won't be that spontaneous nor exciting anymore.
but at least, i feel safe.

Dina : no not deleted, still in my dashboard, i just created a new blog and changed the template of the old blog. this answer can also be found at my reply to Harith's tag lah! whahaha tak bacer kaaaaan~

Withlove,

7:48 PM

chak!

?

JB NYONYA

Christmas!

pretending

purity

baaaaaaaaah

pasrah.mcm phm.

hmph

FASHA LAAA

attached!

need i say more?

weddings and everything

night safari

multiplicity

never were,never ws and never will be

yes ah

babies!

as plain as day

sensitivity put to the test

the best

*chokes* i think i'm dying

weddings and everything

hopes..and disappointment

chokes i think i'm dying