You hurt me

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sorry

Thursday, July 12, 2007

haven't been updating, haven't been online.
rest assured, will be back frm the dead as soon as possible.

chiqa, i miss u like loads n im sorry kalau i seem very distant n mcm neglecting u.

lina, APA DAH. LAMER SNGT TAK BUAL! I MISS U LIKE F LAAAAAAAAAAA.

Zan, i miss u like crazy...every minute of everyday... haha. forgive me for not sparing u the time.

Heera, grl, u'd always be the reason y i fight w sha

Sha, haha words wont do justice babe. no justice at all.

Rogue, what can i say? what can i do? uve been there for me ever since forever.

Nina, i think enough has been said. it won't get thru regardless of how much effort that has been put it. we love u for hu u r, we dun love u for hu we think u can be. but u dun realise that. i give up.

Liy. liy, liy. what more can i say. what more do i have to do? i can't be her, i cant be him, i cant be whoever that im NOT. i can only be myself and im sorry if its lacking. i cant be the best but i will do the rest and whatever it takes. Sha is not the only person who is protective of u.

Hakim. i've said it not once and definitely not twice. i tried to prove to u what i said would be true. but to no avail. to no avail at all. nothing would be enough. but at the end of the day, it's still undeniable. thank you for every single thing. you've been the anchor in my life ever since three years ago. in a way or another, you still are. the last promise i made to you, i will keep it to very end of my life if that's what it takes. i won't shirk frm it anymore.

it has always been withlove that i utter words or passion n compassion.

but this time it's different.
this time, my heart and soul is in every single alphabet.

i love you all.

Withlove,

11:14 PM

::DeceitfulTruths::
*NAI,
i am
loves,
my one and only
sweet kisses!
Multiplicity ~~~~~~~~~~~~

::Reality::

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